Need some time

This is not what I wanted for today. With is being a 3 day weekend I just wanted some time to relax and maybe fit a few minutes with Jimmy alone or at least mostly alone. I wanted to go for a drive and get the sleepy wrap (for baby wearing) and he wanted some of the older kids to go. Well I have been here all week with kids and just thought it would be nice to have a quiet ride together. So I didn't want to go any longer, not telling him why. Now this mad him a bit angry or annoyed and instead of having nice time together, we haven't said much to each other since. Now all the kids are going their own way and I have still yet to leave the house. Oh well, this is how it goes, right? Maybe I just need a bit of a break. With being new to being at home with the kids, and the new demands of a newborn, I am a little overwhelmed. And I have been feeling a bit well, forgotten. I mean why doesn't he want a little time together. Maybe I just miss the way we used to be and this is just an adjustment period. There's always tomorrow.

Feeling better

I am feeling better today. I got mastitis and that was not very fun at all. I went to the doc and got some medicine and very much better today. We went to eat and I even went to walmart. Baby Jimmy is so cute! He is growing and changing everyday. I was unable to hold him for a whole day because I was so sick so I am glad to be cuddling and packing him around all day again. He is really starting to have his own personality. He smiles and coos at all of us. The girls are really cute with him. He just loves them all to talk to him and he gives them each a big toothless grin. We were going to try to do a small trip this weekend but I think that is out the window. My mom freaked when I told her we were going to try to go for a overnight somewhere with the baby. I think it would be fine but whatever. Now I have a sick Hubby and one of the girls is not feeling well sooo I will hide the baby so he doesn't get all germed. Here's to good health!

Dog from hell

So I am so annoyed! I have the worst but smartest dog ever! She is 2 1/2 and she has been hell. She is a boxer/ridge back mix and I got her to keep my older male boxer company while I was gone all day. She has chewed up EVERYTHING in the house. I don't mean normal stuff like dogs do but like she's has eaten all the screens from the windows. She has eaten all the cords of of everything. She eats the cabinets, the girls panties, remote controls I mean anything. So she has been staying outside more and she does;t like that so she scratches the sliding glass door. I mean for hours til you let her in she will scratch and jump on the door. So I thought she will get over it if we just show her she won't be let in til its time. NO! She broke out the basement window and climbed in! I just can't believe it. What dog does that? I don't know what to do with her anymore. We fixed to window and she just came wagging in the house this morning, again through the window! I think if I got rid of her now my kids and other dog will be hurt/mad. I am so frustrated I could scream!

This is my life

So it all started with a night at the bar of all places. I meet what turned out to be the love of my life. I already had 2 kids and he had 3. After being together for five years, we got pregnant. This has been such a fun ride. Our children are all so much older so the baby has been a very new and exciting experience.
Ok so that is the base. Let's jump right into the fun of daily life with 6 kids in the house. So today I was just hanging out with my like I do almost every Thursday and then I came home. I was meet at the car door by children in panic. I guess I should state the kids ages so you don't think I am leaving small children to fend for themselves. We have Melody and Tyler (the twins) 14 years old and just started high school. Nicole 13 in 8th grade. Corine 12 in 7th grade. And Jon is 10 in 5th grade. And then we have baby Jimmy, he is 7 weeks old and goes everywhere with me. Anyway, the girls were walking home from school and were meet be the neighborhood bully and her friends. She started in on the girls telling them she is going to kick their butts and so on. I am not sure why she has it in for them other then Tyler turned her down when she wanted to be his girlfriend. Oh how I wish I could fight all the battles for them.